F.E.A.R

:Fear is a vital response to physical and emotional danger

I guess i fear losing you.
I felt it, and i don't wanna feel it again.

i'm anticipating madness soon.
for bad, not good.

i guess i shouldn't use the word anticipate cause it means a little excitement.
but oh well..

i can't think of any words to describe my feelings at THE moment.

tsk tsk tsk,
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its so hard to be in a relationship,
sometimes you just wanna play 'hard to please'
just for the sake of a tini weenie sweet word that comes out of his mouth
but things just got worst and worst

until it became so serious
its hurting
not to feel it
although its not his fault
but i can't help it too

i guess i shall just blabber these nonsense out
hoping i might feel a tad better
i guess i do
..
for now.

but when the mind has nothing to think
the disappointing facade sneers at me
it just keeps appearing
in the dark but i feel it
no one sees it but me

disappointment please don't bring along renunciation
cause i don't wanna forsake this
its not a bet i can lose.
The end.